Tag: family

Little birds and flying away

Loss is a weird thing. Whether you expect it for years, or it happens overnight, it rams you square in the chest and takes your breath away with grief. When my sister died it all happened very suddenly. i got a call that she…

Love, life, & the pursuit of Lars

lately life has been too busy stress has overtaken so many aspects of our relationship and some days i have to make a conscious effort to choose joy, and not overlook it. and even though my bottom isn’t sore even though we are existing…

There is no hierarchy

Recently Daddy and i watched a series on Netflix about a magician. Yes, sounds cheesey. It kind of was. But there was this bit about mothers and how they make their children feel guilty. There was a Jewish mother, and an Italian mother, among…

Stripping it down

Underneath all of this all the gear all the mindfucks and kneeling the spanking and the discipline and the power exchange underneath all that is my Husband. And sometimes on some days i look at You and just want You. Want the sanctity of…

When the hurt rushes in

You have probably noticed that i don’t like to sugarcoat things. i try to be straightforward and honest about the fact that life is not always a great big circus of kinky fun. And while things are fun, and we have a happy life,…