Tag: forever

Love, life, & the pursuit of Lars

lately life has been too busy stress has overtaken so many aspects of our relationship and some days i have to make a conscious effort to choose joy, and not overlook it. and even though my bottom isn’t sore even though we are existing…

Stripping it down

Underneath all of this all the gear all the mindfucks and kneeling the spanking and the discipline and the power exchange underneath all that is my Husband. And sometimes on some days i look at You and just want You. Want the sanctity of…

Gratitude

is it wrong to want comfort and attention and affection? am i greedy for wishing night after night your fingers were lost with mine? am i silly for pining after you? i want to memorize the angles of your face the curve of your…

The True Love

i have spent time drowning, not trusting, looking over my shoulder, and yet also peering ahead, wondering when hurt was coming again. Who i have let down, who i can disappoint again, what failures i will stagger through. And then suddenly arrives this burst…

Speaking Without Words

i was wearing Your t-shirt, standing out on the deck twirling the hose around, trying to water our potted plants. my thoughts were wandering, standing on my toes, my bare feet warm on the boards. i noticed You from the corner of my eye,…