Tag: love

Little birds and flying away

Loss is a weird thing. Whether you expect it for years, or it happens overnight, it rams you square in the chest and takes your breath away with grief. When my sister died it all happened very suddenly. i got a call that she…

the gray rock

As i have previously shared, i am on a journey of healing from narcissistic abuse and trauma stemming from a young age. It took a lot of time, learning, counseling, and mindfulness, and i am not healed yet, but i am much better than…

i am big… in a giant world

That is what i have been announcing to Daddy lately. It makes me laugh. Because that still makes me little. But it sort of normalizes things for me. Daddy says i am the tiniest of all, and pinches my bottom, when i try to…

in it

i am not normal. This is what is running in the background of my mind, like 90% of the time. i don’t know where exactly this thought comes from, but it has been there as long as i can remember. It isn’t like i…

Love, life, & the pursuit of Lars

lately life has been too busy stress has overtaken so many aspects of our relationship and some days i have to make a conscious effort to choose joy, and not overlook it. and even though my bottom isn’t sore even though we are existing…

There is no hierarchy

Recently Daddy and i watched a series on Netflix about a magician. Yes, sounds cheesey. It kind of was. But there was this bit about mothers and how they make their children feel guilty. There was a Jewish mother, and an Italian mother, among…

DDLG/CGL: Re-parenting & Trauma

Today i am writing about something that is really close to my heart. i don’t usually like associating DDLG or CGL (caregiver/little) with psychology, because things can sometimes get weirdly Freudian, but today i will allow myself down this rabbit hole. When i meet…

Tools to Track Service

This post was originally written for The SafeworD/s Club weekly theme of service. Join the fun next week to discover the theme of: Thrills and Spills! When i consider the word servant, honestly a big part of me shrinks away in disgust. i think about the…

Stripping it down

Underneath all of this all the gear all the mindfucks and kneeling the spanking and the discipline and the power exchange underneath all that is my Husband. And sometimes on some days i look at You and just want You. Want the sanctity of…

Stu on you

Am i using Sinful Sunday to introduce all of my stuffies? …..mayyyyyybe. But they’re too cute not to show off. This little guy is Stu, the hedgehog Daddy got me for Valentine’s Day. His heart says Stuck on You, but Daddy likes to cover…

Questions answered: Stress

Does entering little headspace allow you to de-stress or experience emotions that you might usually have trouble accessing? Littlespace definitely helps me de-stress. It is an escape from bigger thoughts and feelings, and allows me to worry less and play more. i feel more…

Reblog: PRIDE by Nicole Bradley — Inmate Blogger

What is it about pride that it won’t let someone apologize? Pride is like the little voice with a pitchfork that pokes someone in the ear when they’re about to be humble. Pride grabs you and abuses you into not apologizing to a friend,…