Tag: poem

The intoxication of helplessness

when darkness closes inneedy and earnesthollowness overflows andthings take on a certain sparklebreaths come quickerhands clawing and graspingreaching for an unseenbrick wallto lash out and kick the unyielding structureto feel the roughness on my skinto scrape my cheek against its concrete solidity and coolnessto…

Love, life, & the pursuit of Lars

lately life has been too busy stress has overtaken so many aspects of our relationship and some days i have to make a conscious effort to choose joy, and not overlook it. and even though my bottom isn’t sore even though we are existing…

Stripping it down

Underneath all of this all the gear all the mindfucks and kneeling the spanking and the discipline and the power exchange underneath all that is my Husband. And sometimes on some days i look at You and just want You. Want the sanctity of…

Copper & Fire

Rage Rage at pipes for breaking. Rage at employers for needing. Rage at God for taking. Rage at phone for hiding. Rage at life for life-ing. Rage at pets for running. Rage at sky for raining. Rage at kids for crying. Rage at wife…

Mine

You’re mine – My property My possession My responsibility My sub My dirty girl My toy My wife My best friend My lover My soulmate My little My joy My inspiration Everything you are, mind, body and soul is mine.

Gratitude

is it wrong to want comfort and attention and affection? am i greedy for wishing night after night your fingers were lost with mine? am i silly for pining after you? i want to memorize the angles of your face the curve of your…

Blue

i am the girl wrapped in the soft blue blanket chin tilted up and blue eyes begging and lips parting softly and breaths coming faster and You lean down smiling as You press Your lips against me and We meet, unifying or maybe i’m…

The True Love

i have spent time drowning, not trusting, looking over my shoulder, and yet also peering ahead, wondering when hurt was coming again. Who i have let down, who i can disappoint again, what failures i will stagger through. And then suddenly arrives this burst…

Getting Up

In my everyday life, outside of online communities and BDSM, i am a high performing professional. i have taken a break from work to raise my children, but that doesn’t change the fact that i have the brain of an accountant. Over the last…

A poem for Him

waking in Your arms warmth seeping into my bones as Your arm wraps across my belly and pulls me close and i can nuzzle my nose into Your chest and i can kiss along Your jaw and i can burrow into Your neck sighing…