Tag: subspace

The intoxication of helplessness

when darkness closes inneedy and earnesthollowness overflows andthings take on a certain sparklebreaths come quickerhands clawing and graspingreaching for an unseenbrick wallto lash out and kick the unyielding structureto feel the roughness on my skinto scrape my cheek against its concrete solidity and coolnessto…

i need it to hurt

those were the words i gasped out during our most recent scene. They popped into my head unbidden, and i felt instantly mortified. But no matter how hard i pushed myself toward the edge, i couldn’t come without telling Him… i needed it to…